lon3ly galz

can u know how i feel??

2009-10-16T13:51:00.010+08:00

[history of my dad 1957-2009] 52years old. Illness-/Diabetties, heart and lung problem. Causes of death-Doctors/Nurses didn't check carefully n giving/treatment of legs after cutting his first toe. Died on 3august, 5.28a.m. Funeral-5days. bukit batok-Mandai
Yes, people u're right that Tan Tock Seng hospital is really bad.

:Pξnny-王家。[我和你的回忆]。我好想你老爸。为什么这么突然？我跟你說的話，我决定要做到給你看。

Its been a moment since i last came to blog. Don't really have a good mood to post. Realize when i am always alone at home, doesn't matter whether its day or night, it will always reminds me memories of my dad. Just Yesterday was my dad 52th birthday. The last year his birthday was still at home but now ... sigh. Out of a sudden i really couldn't accept it. Will never get to see his person here once again for a lifetime. No one could ever be the same like him. I miss the days he's at home, playing with my house baby, chatting with mum, joking with us. going out with us, talking to me. The last dinner i had with him was at aljunied hawker center the wantan mee stall. Will be Going there to eat again someday. Went with my mum before but sadly the stall is always not yet ready for us. But whatever it is, i am going places that i could remember which i went before with my dad. Before that i will carefully think of every single thing of our memories and it will stay for the rest of my life. I know it's useless for he's not in this world anymore. But i am not going to forget you my dearest good daddy. Even though i know he's already not here with me anymore, i will never forget him in my single day of my life, whenever i go. Our unforgotten memories. I promise. And i will not do silly thing again. I will be fine. I promise. I know you always said i am naive, easy to get bluff by people. Tell me to learn to be more smart. I will. But what touches you the most was when you're in coma every words that i said to you. Cause i never does that before. I know u can hear just that u no strength. Whatever i said to you i mean it and i really gonna do it. Trust me. Just last once. I am still holding it. Mummy, whatever you wanna do or change, i will listen. Everything will goes the same as you want it to be. Though we have lots of memories and good relationship but ended up it's still separates us after my 17 and after your 52. How does it felt when you lose your loves one and close one? You have done your part to be my best daddy. I really still learning to depend myself without u. Failed 12348656798. Miss you lots. No one will understand how i felt as this didn't happen on you. Now i got no one to share except Jesus, i'm alone with God. He's my guideness forever in my life. Don't know which friend can be trusted. Too many liars in this world. Though i last time don't know how to think and always talk back with my parent sometimes, when i am not satisfied or loath with it but overall quarrel really builds relationship. Believe??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADDDYY.

Mood:Devastated, cry, confused.

sigh...dad passed away on 30july

2009-08-12T15:26:00.005+08:00

THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAD ATTENDED MY DAD FUNERAL AND SENDING CONDOLENCES MESSAGE.

will update the next time when i'm free. will let u know what happen. sigh. why is it sooo sudden????

PENNY ONG SZE MIAN DEEPLY MISSSSSS HER DADDDY MR ONG BENG SENG. :'(

Happy 17th birthday to myself

2009-06-20T17:28:00.007+08:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!!!! :D

A VERY GREAT THANKSS TO ALL WHO HAVE WISHED ME!!! (:
FEEL FREE TO SCOLD ME OR TELL ME IF YOUR NAMES DID NOT APPEAR ON THE LIST OF MY BLOG. CAUSE UR NAME IS WORTH IN MY BLOG. :DDD

GO BY THE TIME.
SMS , FACEBOOK , MSN , TAGGED.
1. JINKAI
2. MICHELLE-(OUTSIDE N SMS)
3. JIAJIET
4. HOCK CHAI( MY ELDER BRO)
5. MISS SMITH
6. DANIEL
7. JOYCELYN
8. XIU YING
9. ROY-(GREETED ME ON 19 AND 20)
10. CHERRY
11. SIEW WEN
12. KHAI RUE-(BIAOJIE)-(HANDMADE FOOD FOR ME IN MALAYSIA AND GREETED ME ON FB)
13. XINYUN-(CALLED ME AND GREETED ME ON FB)
14. ZHEN BIN
15.. RAQUEL YEO-(GREETED ME BY SURPRISE ON FB)
16. JOSHUA LIM
17. JESTON (PANDA)
18. DESMOND TEH
19. LOVELY MUMMY-(GIVEN ME RED PACKET)
20. CHYE SEN
21. CHONGLIM-(BIG DOLPHIN FOR ME AND GREETED ME IN FB)
22. ZHI BOON
23. BENG HONG
24. KEROX-(MEET)

TO MY MOTHER SIDE'S COUSIN'S , AUNT'S , UNCLE IN MALAYSIA.
A VERY VERY GREAT THANKS TO YOU ALL THAT HELP ME PREPARE ALL THIS THINGS AND CELEBRATE WITH ME. THIS TWO MONTHS OVER THERE, REALLY ENJOY A LOT WITH YOU ALL. ONCE AGAIN THANKS TO ALL.

anyone's need relink ? to alexis

2009-02-05T13:37:00.003+08:00

Anyone else needs relink ? tag me or msn me.

msn replied >alexis relinked ;D
No thanks needed for prayer.
View-ed your latest blog posted today.
Erm. What i can say now is don't worry so much about it.
God is always there for us.
Remember to seek him.
Your operation will success if you have faith in god and it will be heal. Do update me the outcome.
And...also there'll be more update post in your blog den today in your blog. (: Moreover , there'll be Tomorrow for you. so don't anyhow think la. thats all for today what i wanna say to you. No time to tell you as you had to go already. T.C