[history of my dad 1957-2009] 52years old. Illness-/Diabetties, heart and lung problem. Causes of death-Doctors/Nurses didn't check carefully n giving/treatment of legs after cutting his first toe. Died on 3august, 5.28a.m. Funeral-5days. bukit batok-Mandai
Yes, people u're right that Tan Tock Seng hospital is really bad.
:Pξnny-王家。[我和你的回忆]。我好想你老爸。为什么这么突然？我跟你說的話，我决定要做到給你看。
Its been a moment since i last came to blog. Don't really have a good mood to post. Realize when i am always alone at home, doesn't matter whether its day or night, it will always reminds me memories of my dad. Just Yesterday was my dad 52th birthday. The last year his birthday was still at home but now ... sigh. Out of a sudden i really couldn't accept it. Will never get to see his person here once again for a lifetime. No one could ever be the same like him. I miss the days he's at home, playing with my house baby, chatting with mum, joking with us. going out with us, talking to me. The last dinner i had with him was at aljunied hawker center the wantan mee stall. Will be Going there to eat again someday. Went with my mum before but sadly the stall is always not yet ready for us. But whatever it is, i am going places that i could remember which i went before with my dad. Before that i will carefully think of every single thing of our memories and it will stay for the rest of my life. I know it's useless for he's not in this world anymore. But i am not going to forget you my dearest good daddy. Even though i know he's already not here with me anymore, i will never forget him in my single day of my life, whenever i go. Our unforgotten memories. I promise. And i will not do silly thing again. I will be fine. I promise. I know you always said i am naive, easy to get bluff by people. Tell me to learn to be more smart. I will. But what touches you the most was when you're in coma every words that i said to you. Cause i never does that before. I know u can hear just that u no strength. Whatever i said to you i mean it and i really gonna do it. Trust me. Just last once. I am still holding it. Mummy, whatever you wanna do or change, i will listen. Everything will goes the same as you want it to be. Though we have lots of memories and good relationship but ended up it's still separates us after my 17 and after your 52. How does it felt when you lose your loves one and close one? You have done your part to be my best daddy. I really still learning to depend myself without u. Failed 12348656798. Miss you lots. No one will understand how i felt as this didn't happen on you. Now i got no one to share except Jesus, i'm alone with God. He's my guideness forever in my life. Don't know which friend can be trusted. Too many liars in this world. Though i last time don't know how to think and always talk back with my parent sometimes, when i am not satisfied or loath with it but overall quarrel really builds relationship. Believe??
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST DADDDYY.
Mood:Devastated, cry, confused.
♥ you and i both loved
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THANKS FOR THOSE WHO HAD ATTENDED MY DAD FUNERAL AND SENDING CONDOLENCES MESSAGE.
will update the next time when i'm free. will let u know what happen. sigh. why is it sooo sudden????
PENNY ONG SZE MIAN DEEPLY MISSSSSS HER DADDDY MR ONG BENG SENG. :'(
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will update the next time when i'm free. will let u know what happen. sigh. why is it sooo sudden????
PENNY ONG SZE MIAN DEEPLY MISSSSSS HER DADDDY MR ONG BENG SENG. :'(
♥ you and i both loved
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Arghhh!!My pictures were deleted from my dad phone. First taken was perfect. Maybe second might not be so nice as first? But its just a picture so is okay. Never mind. Still got many changes yet to come. =p
Finally back on blog to post! agree dat after i'm back singapore i've changed and nowadays just wait on friday to go cell group. Don't really knows wat to do. Only at home take care baby. Zuo bo. haha. Okay today i will stop here. just to update my latest part.
I cut my own finge and this latest photo. With the sunlight shine on me. So people don't think its edited.
Now i realize i cut my finge shorter will look more nicer den longer with covering one eye.
Now i realize i cut my finge shorter will look more nicer den longer with covering one eye.
♥ you and i both loved
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I would really mentioned myself by describing a word call ''naive''. I really don't understand why people like to bluff me? Even relative also will. I'm not going to say anything else much. But trusting no one would be better. I'm really worried about something and this really cause my whole life, my future as right now no study, no work only can day after day live happily and not to think too much. sigh. today i will stop here.
Mood:worried, confused.
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Mood:worried, confused.
♥ you and i both loved
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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!!!!! :D
A VERY GREAT THANKSS TO ALL WHO HAVE WISHED ME!!! (:
FEEL FREE TO SCOLD ME OR TELL ME IF YOUR NAMES DID NOT APPEAR ON THE LIST OF MY BLOG. CAUSE UR NAME IS WORTH IN MY BLOG. :DDD
GO BY THE TIME.
SMS , FACEBOOK , MSN , TAGGED.
1. JINKAI
2. MICHELLE-(OUTSIDE N SMS)
3. JIAJIET
4. HOCK CHAI( MY ELDER BRO)
5. MISS SMITH
6. DANIEL
7. JOYCELYN
8. XIU YING
9. ROY-(GREETED ME ON 19 AND 20)
10. CHERRY
11. SIEW WEN
12. KHAI RUE-(BIAOJIE)-(HANDMADE FOOD FOR ME IN MALAYSIA AND GREETED ME ON FB)
13. XINYUN-(CALLED ME AND GREETED ME ON FB)
14. ZHEN BIN
15.. RAQUEL YEO-(GREETED ME BY SURPRISE ON FB)
16. JOSHUA LIM
17. JESTON (PANDA)
18. DESMOND TEH
19. LOVELY MUMMY-(GIVEN ME RED PACKET)
20. CHYE SEN
21. CHONGLIM-(BIG DOLPHIN FOR ME AND GREETED ME IN FB)
22. ZHI BOON
23. BENG HONG
24. KEROX-(MEET)
TO MY MOTHER SIDE'S COUSIN'S , AUNT'S , UNCLE IN MALAYSIA.
A VERY VERY GREAT THANKS TO YOU ALL THAT HELP ME PREPARE ALL THIS THINGS AND CELEBRATE WITH ME. THIS TWO MONTHS OVER THERE, REALLY ENJOY A LOT WITH YOU ALL. ONCE AGAIN THANKS TO ALL.
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A VERY GREAT THANKSS TO ALL WHO HAVE WISHED ME!!! (:
FEEL FREE TO SCOLD ME OR TELL ME IF YOUR NAMES DID NOT APPEAR ON THE LIST OF MY BLOG. CAUSE UR NAME IS WORTH IN MY BLOG. :DDD
GO BY THE TIME.
SMS , FACEBOOK , MSN , TAGGED.
1. JINKAI
2. MICHELLE-(OUTSIDE N SMS)
3. JIAJIET
4. HOCK CHAI( MY ELDER BRO)
5. MISS SMITH
6. DANIEL
7. JOYCELYN
8. XIU YING
9. ROY-(GREETED ME ON 19 AND 20)
10. CHERRY
11. SIEW WEN
12. KHAI RUE-(BIAOJIE)-(HANDMADE FOOD FOR ME IN MALAYSIA AND GREETED ME ON FB)
13. XINYUN-(CALLED ME AND GREETED ME ON FB)
14. ZHEN BIN
15.. RAQUEL YEO-(GREETED ME BY SURPRISE ON FB)
16. JOSHUA LIM
17. JESTON (PANDA)
18. DESMOND TEH
19. LOVELY MUMMY-(GIVEN ME RED PACKET)
20. CHYE SEN
21. CHONGLIM-(BIG DOLPHIN FOR ME AND GREETED ME IN FB)
22. ZHI BOON
23. BENG HONG
24. KEROX-(MEET)
TO MY MOTHER SIDE'S COUSIN'S , AUNT'S , UNCLE IN MALAYSIA.
A VERY VERY GREAT THANKS TO YOU ALL THAT HELP ME PREPARE ALL THIS THINGS AND CELEBRATE WITH ME. THIS TWO MONTHS OVER THERE, REALLY ENJOY A LOT WITH YOU ALL. ONCE AGAIN THANKS TO ALL.
♥ you and i both loved
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Hey people. I'm back singapore last wednesday. Haha. Got good things there and bad things. Hmmm , anyway just to update to see my blog haven't died and to see who tagging me. Just to say that this 2 months over there come back change alot. Especially my character man! hahas. Very thankful to god for changing me and answering my prayers all along. Love u abba daddy. Okay , right now i'm still thinking and planning for future. Takecare people. Hope that everyone are fine or doing well. Thanks to people who welcome me back and visiting my blog. Just to let u people's to know i have already uploaded all the pictures that i took in malacca trip. I have putted them all in a album on facebook. Friends who'are on my list are available to see.
Mood:Elated
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Mood:Elated
♥ you and i both loved
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Been awhile dint blog. Right now i'm in malaysia. Will be back most probably after my birthday. A lot of things to share. But don't know where to start. Haha. =.= (randomly). Hmmm , basically i'm close with my cousin's , after soo many yrs , finally back to visit my mother side people's - cousin's. Our cousin'ship was good. :) will be uploading my malacca trip in facebook. So visit my facebook to see new updates photo. :)
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♥ you and i both loved
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